I am not a returner Episode 245
Celebration Party (1)
The distorted vision has returned to its original form.
Past and present intersect.
In this case, would it be correct to call it the future and the present?
Oh Jin sat in the empty living room and curled up like a bug stung by a fire.
“Ah uh.”
A surge of nausea.
The sour gastric juice irritates the throat.
“Damn it…”
I knew.
I was expecting it.
Ha-eun would have died in the first episode.
Because of that, he must have become ‘different’ from now.
Otherwise, it would be difficult to imagine a future in which he would become the Heavenly Demon.
“haha!”
But just because I knew it.
Just because I was expecting it, doesn’t mean it was nothing.
‘Lee Shin-hyuk.’
Crackling.
Ojin gritted his teeth furiously and widened his eyes.
Even he, who had simply inherited the memories, was filled with murderous intent to kill Lee Shin-hyuk right away. What emotions did he feel in his past life?
‘…I don’t know if I was there or not.’
In any case, I would have heard the news even if it was too late.
What happened the moment I heard the news that Ha-eun had died?
How twisted and distorted was it?
“Ugh…!”
Ojin clutched his head and crouched.
A terrible pain, as if his head was being pressed down by a thick iron plate, oppressed him.
-Tiring!
[The memories of Awakened Lee Shin-hyeok have been successfully passed down.]
[The performance of ‘Transmission’ is strengthened due to the eighth flowering of the Black Sky.]
[The new attribute ‘Deja Vu’ has been acquired. ]
A message appears before my eyes.
“…Deja vu?”
Ojin pressed his hand on the blue window that had his newly acquired characteristics written on it.
[Déjà vu – When certain situations and conditions are met, you can acquire some of the absorbed memories of the awakened person.]
In other words, the transmission is not necessarily achieved through the flowering of the Black Sky, but can also be achieved through other actions. meaning.
but.
“What do you mean by specific situations and conditions?”
It was a fairly vague explanation.
Oh Jin, who was looking at the message window for a moment, grabbed the folding knife that was in his waistband.
‘If déjà vu means déjà vu as the name suggests.’
There was something I wanted to try.
Churrrrrrrruk!
When I poured magical energy into the folding knife in my hand, a long spear was created.
Oh Jin calmly caught his breath and gripped the spear.
That moment.
-It’s because of me… If only I was a little stronger!
The image of Lee Shin-hyuk frantically swinging a spear in an unknown forest momentarily passed through my mind.
As if I had turned on a faucet that had been turned off, memories of ‘Changsul’ flooded in.
[Understanding of ‘Compass Spear’ has increased significantly!]
[‘Compass Spear’ has risen to level 10.]
“Ugh!”
Throbbing pain.
My head felt hot, as if a hot iron had been shoved into my brain.
Suppressing the surging pain, Ojin narrowed his eyes.
‘As expected, this is what you mean by specific situations and conditions.’
In other words, as the name suggests, déjà vu means that when a situation similar to the one faced by Lee Shin-hyuk in his previous life occurs, memories of it flow into the head.
‘I don’t think it’s a trait that can be easily used.’
The spear was Lee Shin-hyuk’s main weapon, so just grabbing the spear triggered a sense of déjà vu.
It was difficult to similarly recreate Lee Shin-hyuk’s memories, which he did not even know properly.
“It would be better to hope that the situation overlaps by chance, like a real déjà vu.”
Oh Jin, who had been standing in the living room for a while reliving Lee Shin-hyuk’s memories, let out a short sigh and reshaped the spear into the shape of a knife.
“….”
As soon as I stopped moving my body, a terrible silence fell.
Tick tock.
The sound of a clock ticking like thunder.
The silence that would normally have been inconvenient now felt unbearably scary.
‘Wake.’
Ha-eun’s death happened in her past life.
It is nothing more than a crumpled and discarded page of fate that has already ‘never happened’.
So, there is no reason to be so nervous━
“Hahaha.”
Cold sweat runs down my forehead.
I let out a breath that had built up to the tip of my chin and suppressed my faintly shaking hands.
The left path that was not chosen.
The image of Ha-eun dying lonely there is pictured in my mind like a terrible nightmare.
“…sister.”
I miss Ha-eun.
No, I want to at least hear your voice.
Oh Jin picked up his smartphone with trembling hands.
I called Ha-eun’s number.
-Rurrrrr.
The beeping sounds for what feels like an eternity.
Ha-eun didn’t answer the phone.
“Damn it!”
Oh Jin violently threw away his smartphone and chewed his lips.
Could it be that something happened to her while he was away?
Could it be that he was captured by someone else like when he was kidnapped by Cheon Do-yoon?
“damn…!”
When I was about to rush out, thinking that I had to at least go to the association.
Sweet.
The front door opened and a sweaty Ha-eun came inside.
She wiped the sweat from her forehead with the sports towel around her neck and turned her head towards Ojin.
“Have you already finished the baptism?”
A feeling as if a colorless world was filled with color.
When I saw Ha-eun approaching with her head tilted, the intense fear that had filled my heart disappeared like melting snow.
“…sister.”
Oh Jin walked up to Ha Eun and hugged her.
“Uh huh? “I just came back from training and was sweating.”
It didn’t matter.
Ojin’s shoulders trembled slightly as he felt the cozy warmth throughout his body.
“Something happened when I was baptized…”
Ha-eun suddenly stopped talking and looked up at Oh-jin.
“Are you… crying?”
Transparent tears were seen flowing down Oh Jin’s cheeks as he hugged Ha Eun.
Ha-eun slowly reached out and wiped Oh-jin’s tears with her hands.
I didn’t know why Oh Jin was suddenly crying.
“It’s okay, man. “My sister is here.”
Ha-eun smiled faintly and patted Oh-jin on the back.
I felt the strength in his arms embracing me increase.
“Oh my bastard. “Why are you doing this?”
Ha-eun asked playfully, as if comforting a crying child.
“….”
Ojin kept his mouth shut and lowered his head.
Since I had already told her about the existence of the Black Sky, it didn’t matter if I told her the truth.
“never mind.”
I didn’t want to talk.
Even though it happened in her past life, the story is that she died after being abandoned by Lee Shin-hyuk.
“…okay?”
Ha-eun nodded, stroking Oh-jin’s trembling cheek.
“It’s okay if you don’t want to talk, you don’t have to talk.”
It is true that I want to know why he is so anxious.
but.
Still, I didn’t want to force him to ask about something he didn’t want to say.
‘For now, I just…’
I want to comfort him as he trembles.
I want to make you smile brightly again.
‘But what should I do?’
Although it’s comforting, all she can do now is hug him with her sweaty body.
I was with Ojin for a long time, but rather, I was with him for so long that I couldn’t remember how to comfort him.
‘Now that I think about it, I saw it on the community before!’
I definitely remember it was an article with a title like ‘How to fix your husband’s tantrums all at once’.
Of course, he wasn’t married to Oh Jin yet and he wasn’t sulking right now.
‘It will definitely be effective.’
Ha-eun looked at Oh Jin with serious eyes.
I slowly reached out my hand and stroked his back and brought my face close to him as if kissing him.
“Ojina.”
“huh?”
A deep voice.
I gently lowered the hand that was stroking his back and placed it on his arm.
“Do you want to touch my breasts?”
“…yes?”
Oh Jin’s mouth wide open as if it was absurd.
I was so shocked that I felt the trembling in his arms disappear.
‘As expected, the effect is great!’
Ha-eun nodded vigorously with a proud expression.
* * *
After painstakingly consoling(?) the misdiagnosis.
Ha-eun playfully poked Oh-jin’s cheek while he was sleeping on the bed.
“lol. “You cute bastard.”
Although I usually didn’t feel like I was an older sister than Ojin.
Today, though, I felt like I was leading him in some way, and a great sense of satisfaction filled me.
“…sister.”
“huh?”
Oh Jin, who was asleep, rolled over on his side and called her name.
I hurriedly pulled my hand away wondering if he had just woken me up, but fortunately I didn’t open my eyes as it was just sleep talking.
“Phew.”
Ha-eun breathed a sigh of relief and looked down at Oh-jin, who was lying on his side.
“Uh…”
Am I having some kind of nightmare?
Ojin was sweating coldly and curled up like a shrimp.
Ha-eun approached Oh-jin with a worried expression.
“…sister.”
“Okay, okay. “I’m next to my sister.”
When I was lightly patting Oh Jin’s shoulder while he was sleeping.
“…don’t do it.”
“ok?”
“Don’t die….”
“….”
Ha-eun’s expression hardened.
What on earth made him so anxious?
‘Before… Did you say that Lee Shin-hyuk’s memories are flowing in?’
Did something bad happen to him in those memories?
“Anyway, you suck. “You’re telling me it’s nothing special.”
Ha-eun smiled and lay down on the bed.
He lightly hugged Ojin’s trembling back while crouching down.
What does it mean to know where and how you died in your past life?
Now she was alive and well, staying by his side.
‘In the future too.’
Ha-eun added strength to the arms holding Oh-jin.
In the past, when I thought he was saving up money to go to ‘paradise’, I thought we could live apart from each other.
Things have changed now.
‘I won’t let you go anymore.’
I would do anything to be with him.
I will do anything.
He will grant everything he wants.
“Ojina…”
Ha-eun hugged Oh-jin’s back in a moist voice.
Warmth traveling down your back.
As the tingling feeling of happiness spread, other desires suddenly arose.
“Hmm.”
An irresistible impulse.
Ha-eun cleared her throat at the sudden boiling desire.
“You’re sleeping… right?”
Ha-eun pokes Oh Jin’s cheek as he sleeps.
If Ojin is in this state, he will most likely not wake up.
“Hehe.”
Ha-eun raised the corners of her mouth with a sinister smile.
When I tried to slowly extend my hand towards the sleeping Ojin.
“…sister?”
Oh Jin opened his eyes and turned towards her.
“Uh huh? “Has this happened?”
Ha-eun is visibly embarrassed.
“Why are you so embarrassed?”
Ojin narrowed his eyes as he looked at her hand, which was in a strange position.
“That’s it!”
Ha-eun quickly pulled her hand away and stuttered.
“Did you try to do something strange while I was sleeping?”
“It’s not like that!”
He jumped up and shouted.
“Kkeuk hum! So, I let you touch me too!”
“what?”
What are you talking about all of a sudden, sister?
“Well, you and I both have two, so I thought it would be okay to touch them!!!”
Two identical…what?
“I’ll touch you gently!”
“shut up.”
“Because I won’t explode!”
“Please shut up.”