The cinematographer, who had been filming actors
from child actors (513) playing in this life, felt disappointed because the picture was more interesting than expected.
It was so funny, but they thought it would be a waste for only those present to end laughing.
He visited Director Heo with the video I shot and suggested using it as an on-site making film.
“It means… Soohyun, you dance really well, right?”
“Thank you….”
Su-hyeon, who was caught by director Je-hee Heo while trying to leave work, was a little embarrassed and said thank you.
I think the reason I gave you meaningful looks all day today was because I wanted to say this.
‘At that time, the director of photography saw us playing and had a very serious look on his face. This is what you were thinking.’
Suhyun recalled the dance battle that had taken place a few days ago and the cinematographer who was watching from the side.
At some point, I seemed to be deeply worried, and now I know why.
“I’ve been with Soo-hyeon three times, and I feel like I see a new side of her every time we’re together.”
“is that so.”
Director Heo, conveying what the cinematographer said, gazed at Su-hyeon with longing eyes.
The eyes were focused on Su-hyeon, but the blurred focus felt like it was focused on the past.
And soon the blurred eyes returned.
“Actually, I don’t prefer these types of videos to be made into cookies or sprinkled separately. “I think it’s enough for the characters to exist in the work.”
Director Heo rarely released behind-the-scenes footage or a collection of NG scenes taken during filming.
The actor who dressed up as the character wanted to be remembered as the character, not as the actor himself.
There was a strict separation between the character being played and the actor, and as J World grew in power, this trend became more severe.
“I couldn’t stop laughing when I saw everyone having fun… but it was, as they say these days, a kabung.”
‘Yunho’ would never dance in front of his group.
This means that although he has the appearance of ‘Yunho’, the essence of ‘actor Kang Soo-hyun’ is revealed as is.
Not only Hyeong-ho and Gyu-won, who were hanging out together, but also the actors who were watching around them showed themselves completely different from the roles they were playing.
“So, normally, I would have told you to share it only with your family…”
Director Heo, who had said that, looked at Su-hyeon once again.
The smile and friendly feelings in his gaze touched me gently.
“Soohyun danced really well.”
“ah.”
“This was such a scene-stealer that I felt it was a shame to watch it alone. haha.”
Although he looks completely different from ‘Yunho’ and other characters, Director Heo did not think this making-of video was bad.
And for the first time in a long time, I considered releasing the making film through YouTube.
“We plan to release it after a short edit around the first or second week after 〈Wave IN Seoul〉 was released on Netfilms and gained a moderate amount of attention.”
Director Heo laughed, saying that he was collecting the videos shot at that time to create better visuals.
A bit of excitement appeared on his face as he contemplated a new attempt.
“I was feeling a bit of a mannerism while directing a series by myself until ‘Wave in Seoul’, but it’s really fun these days.”
Director Heo, who had finished saying what he wanted to say, looked relaxed and talked about his personal life, and then left the room when a staff member called him.
Only after Director Heo left did Suhyun realize that what seemed like a long time was only 10 minutes.
“Director Heo, I can see that you like the actor.”
“Right?”
As Su-yeol and I headed to the car, Su-hyeon counted in her mind the remaining filming schedule for ‘Yunho.’
It has been a long time since I was disappointed that ‘Yunho’s’ appearance was short.
* * *
While concentrating on filming, Soohyun did not neglect her academic schedule.
Because he signed up for most of his classes online, he watched the lectures and solved the paper exams while driving.
Since there were fewer lectures to take than other students, there was no problem doing both together.
‘Still, it’s a bit difficult to come to school…’
Suhyun swallowed her yawn after arriving at the classroom.
Even though there are fewer people than before, there are still a lot of eyes on me.
There was a need to decorate it appropriately.
‘This person always sits in the same seat.’
Su-hyeon, who was staring blankly ahead with her bag down, briefly focused her gaze on the person sitting in the row in front of her.
A student who Suhyun often met in the library took out a writing utensil at the same spot today.
‘It’s the third row from the front and the third from the end… Is it obsessive-compulsive?’
The student who asked if the seat next to him was empty always arrived early and took the same seat.
Unlike Soo-hyeon, who simply preferred a similar position, the student stuck to the same position and even his editorial will was felt.
‘I guess it’s a jinx or something.’
Since it was none of her business where others sat, Suhyun immediately turned off her mind and prepared for class.
Even though it was a liberal arts class that placed the most importance on attendance, I had no intention of doing it in vain.
“….”
Su-hyeon opened the bag like that and was taken aback by the existence of a pencil case that could not be seen even after searching for a while.
He was trying to pretend to be calm, but his mind was full of confusion.
‘Why don’t I have it… Oh, that’s right, I forgot to do an assignment yesterday… But I still have a spare ballpoint pen and a mechanical pencil…’ Even
if you don’t have a pencil case, it’s okay because you have writing utensils that you keep in case of emergency.
Su-hyeon calmly opened his front pocket and took out the mechanical pencil and ballpoint pen that were lying at the bottom of the bag.
But is it because of neglect of management?
The front of the mechanical pencil I hadn’t seen in a long time was broken, and the ballpoint pen kept coming and going.
“….”
Suhyeon put her hands together for a moment, feeling a little empty.
At this point, an ominous feeling crossed my mind that today was a day that wouldn’t work out no matter what I did.
‘Should I just record today? no. If that happens, I’ll have to spend twice as much time, putting my little free time at risk.’
Even with her busy schedule, Suhyeon always made sure to make time for herself to rest.
This is because I have felt through many years of experience that if you live only focused on work and schedules, your life will become exhausted.
No matter how busy I was, spending weekends at home with my family or dedicating at least two hours a day to myself was the minimum amount of leisure I could do to continue my active acting career.
“Hey…”
So Su-hyeon decided to use the simplest and most common method instead of other solutions.
“yes?”
“Do you have any spare pens or mechanical pencils?”
This is how to borrow from someone else.
When Su-hyeon spoke, the student sitting in front of him was embarrassed for a moment, but then he searched his bag and took out a bag of sharpies.
Although the sharp lead falls out when pressed once, there was no problem in using it.
“thank you.”
“No…”
He hesitated, but immediately turned around when he heard the professor coming in.
Even though they knew each other, Su-hyeon had nothing more to say, so he took his eyes off the student and looked straight ahead.
The professor’s hoarse voice, the crunching notes, and the sound of tapping on a laptop filled the classroom.
* * *
“thank you. Well written.”
After class, Suhyeon returned the writing utensil she had borrowed.
Seeing the neatly organized notes made me feel at ease.
“No….”
“Now that I think about it, I feel like I see him often, but I don’t even know his name yet. “I’m Soohyun Kang, a theater major in class XX.”
Su-hyeon, who received help during a series of minor misfortunes, held out her hand with a little gratitude.
I was a little embarrassed that I still didn’t know his name, even though I had seen his face for years at the library.
‘Because I lack sociability… But if I really give up, nothing will happen.’
While hanging out with fellow actors on set recently, Soohyun realized something.
If you want to date and become friends with people, you must first know how to approach them.
It was as natural as the Earth revolving around the sun.
‘But at some point I let go.’
After meeting Jin-sang, whom she was embarrassed to even call her senior, and having a subtle conflict with her mutual friend, Su-hyeon gave up half of her romance with campus.
The calculating attitude of those who tried to take advantage of me also contributed to him giving up his illusions.
‘If the person you can say you are closest to is a professor, then I’ve said everything…’
The relationship with students is okay as long as they are not left out of the necessary information.
It’s not a problem since I have a basic relationship with the manager.
…Even though he thought so, Su-hyeon secretly couldn’t let go of his regret.
‘No, even though you graduated now, you and Youngwoo had a good relationship, right?’
Soo-hyeon stared at the student in front of her, spitting out excuses that she didn’t know who she was addressing.
I didn’t intend to become friends through this job, but I still wanted to say goodbye.
“Ah… I’m Hong Hye-bin, class XX, majoring in philosophy.”
“We’re in the same class.”
“Um, I guess…”
Unlike Soo-hyeon, who smiled brightly, Hye-bin rolled her eyes and distorted her face awkwardly.
The very act of Su-hyeon talking and greeting seemed burdensome.
‘…As expected, this kind of thing doesn’t suit me.’
We exchanged greetings, but I really have nothing to say.
Su-hyeon, who had pretended to be sociable by imitating Ye-seo, felt an awkward atmosphere and swallowed a bitter smile.
I, too, would like to have the level of sociability that Jin-yeon has, but being kind and being good at getting to know people are different.
After becoming popular, I was more clumsy at approaching first because I was focused on separating myself from the crowd of people who were clinging to me.
‘I know that if I keep doing it, it will gradually get better… but it also feels foolish to keep repeating this behavior until I get hurt.’
Su-hyeon, who was once again disappointed with just one greeting, said thank you once more and packed her bag as if that was all she had to do.
I let out a small sigh as if I was the only one who had a hard time meeting people.
‘Yes, you go to college to study, what kind of friend are you? All you have to do is work hard to get good grades, learn what you want to learn, and graduate safely.’
While Su-hyeon was diligently casting Mental Victory, Hye-bin, who had been sitting in front, hurriedly left her seat again today.
Su-hyeon once again realized that not everyone is interested in her when she saw the other person’s attitude of not really caring about her and actually making her feel uncomfortable.
‘There’s Hyeon-do, there’s Lee Hyun-i, there’s Su-ho, Seo-hyuk, Shi-ana, Seon-hu…’ I
didn’t make any good friends in college, but it’s not a bad friendship.
Suhyun left the classroom, thinking about her few friends.
Now I really think I won’t have any regrets about the title ‘college friend’.
“excuse me. That’s theft…”
“What are you talking about? Is this mine? “I just dropped it on the floor and picked it up.”
“No, definitely…”
“It’s really funny. Do you like it when people are called thieves? “I just think that it looks gloomy.”
The greed that I thought had almost died down reared its head again in the same spot a few days later.